Thanks To You

What did you do?

Why did you hurt me?

My heart bleeds for you.

Small puddle surrounds me,

in here is there rain?

No its red, its blood,

though i feel no pain.

Now it all flashes back,

I remember it all.

From when i first met you,

until my life fall.

I trusted you,

I really did love you.

Why did you hurt me?

What did I do?

I remember looking forward,

to you coming here.

You walk in, I smile.

You frown with a tear.

Isanity leaking from

the corners of your mouth.

Your face looking so

vast, distant and south.

Your eyes red and stained,

from your shed tears.

Up my spine I know

are my crawling fears.

I knew i should run,

I knew I should hide.

But I loved you so much,

I just sat down and cryed.

You told me it was too hard,

to decide whats for best.

You said it needed

to be releived off your chest.

In sorrow and sadness,

In jelousy and fear.

You raise the gun to my head,

I suppose the angels arent near.

I hear the gun bang,

You miss my head.

But It doesnt matter,

cause you got my heart instead.

I remember falling,

my head hitting the ground.

You drop the gun,

not liking what you found.

Leaning over me, "Im sorry, i love you"

your whispers intense.

"Me too, but now its

too late, i guess."

Our eyes both swell up,

tears stream down our cheeks.

I bet you'll miss me,

now you know your the freak.

I trusted you,

thought for a choice you'd pick me.

But with the flip of a coin,

you decided to see.

It was love or hate,

more so life or death.

But i'll be in heaven,

you in hell for life theft.

I know lay cold on the ground,

I whisper, "love you too."

"See you soon" you say,

but we know its not true.

"But before I go,

remember that

All the things i told you

Are to think at.

Your jelousy,

brought me much pain.

My heart slowly dying,

bring you no gain.

Your lies,

hurt my soul.

And all im left with,

is one sad black hole.

Your selfishness,

lowered my self esteem.

Thought you cared 'bout me,

at least thats how it seemed.

Your gun,

cost me my life.

And all its left you,

is a wrist to a knife.

You get no second chance,

No happily ever after too.

I'll never live my life,

and its all thanks to you."